HI I'M CHARLOTTE AND I ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY LOVE MY LIFE AT THE MOMENT. i live for the weekends. the best memories are the ones i can't remember. i'm probably one of the weirdest people you'll ever come across. i wont be anything like you expected me to be. people assume i'm some stuck up, arrogant myspace person but it couldn't be further from the truth. i always take the piss out of myself, do/say silly things and i really couldn't not give two shits about if i look like a dick. it's come to my attention that people love to spread rumours about me. honestly, get the **** over yourself. i'm pretty sure you can find better things to do with your life than sit around on your lazy ass and talk about moi. sure, i'm flattered, but at the same time it makes you look like a complete weirdo and it's quite scary ;] i have an amazing boyfriend, the best friends i could ask for and summer's coming up... i love it.
unlike most of you shallow and unoriginal people i'm a fan of fine art and poetry. i listen to the lyrics, not just the melody. i read between the lines, not just the book. it's the details i notice the most. in a big portrait photo i look for the small things that makes the picture original and that goes for real life too. i'm bored of all the unoriginality in this world. i'm bored of people that are too scared to stand out from the crowd. i dress and wear the make-up i do to express myself. i see the human body as a piece of art, a blank paper ready to be painted on. when i go out and people comment on me, good or bad, i feel good because it means i'm not like everyone else. i'm different. and that's the way it should be. life's too short to be 'normal'. i don't want to live to regret my living days, i want to live to live. to make a statement. i want to paint the world in happy colors, i want to encourage people to be original and to not blend in to the society. because the society today sucks.
i remember the first night i met this boy, i was drunk and stood on his foot for some odd reason and said i'd never let go. i didn't know that he would actually become my boyfriend then. and now, i stick to what i said the first time i met him, i'll never let him go. he's the best looking boy I've ever seen, the funniest and nicest one as well. i love just staring into his eyes, lying next to him, waking up next to him in the morning, i love how my hand fits perfectly in his and how we laugh about the same things. i love how he understands me. he's perfect for me. simple as that. i miss him even if i'm just away from him for a minute. i'm so lucky to have someone like Ben. i love you baby, i really do :)